positive results from self-healing

for over a week now ive been suffering from some nasty, itchy and painful sores on my tongue and in my throat. i think it is from chewing some CZ leaves. 2 nights ago (20100613) i decided to do a self-healing on myself to make them go away. they were gone the day after (20100614) =)

what i did was simply meditate and imagine the sores being taken out of my mouth and into the air and floating away.

prayer/meditation experience - find the ds

my son couldnt find his nintendo ds today so my wife and my son asked if i could ask my inner self to see where it was. i have been reading a book called psychic development for beginners so i used the count down 3 2 1 technique described in the book. i got 2 images in my mind of where i should look. i found the ds in the second place i felt i should look =) thank you god/universe/collective consciousness =)

chakra and brainwave frequency audio

i started creating sine wave audio files for a list of chakra and brainwave frequencies.

my kundalini reiki 3 attunement experience

i started by doing the normal kundalini reiki meditation first, then something came up and i was finally able to start the third attunement about an hour later. i listened to an alpha binaural beat with some earplug headphones while i was meditating, to help me concentrate because of some background noise. it helped. i tried concentrating on myself and on breathing slowly, deeply, holding my breath a couple of seconds in between each in and out breath and felt really relaxed and really away from the world after a while. it kind of reminded me of what ive heard about astral travel (ive never tried this before). i was just trying to travel around to different places in my mind and felt like i had tons of energy and wanted to just break/explode out of my body. my hands were tingling pretty much the whole time (they normally do when i meditate). i didnt feel any waves of energy coming into me, but it felt good anyways =) i did feel energy in my hands though.

earlier today, before my normal kundalini reiki meditation, i did a remote healing for someone close to me.

my kundalini reiki remote healing experience

someone close in our family was found unconscious on a train the other day and was rushed to the hospital. he was diagnosed with a bleeding in the brain and was in a coma. i did kundalini reiki remote healing for him 3 times and he woke up the same day!
i focused on him waking up and being normal and that is exactly what happened. i envisioned where he was in the hospital, exactly where in the room, against which wall and facing a certain way and when i finally visited him in the hospital it was exactly how i had seen it in my mind =) i also envisioned myself standing next to his body in the hospital and moving my hands above his body in counter clockwise motions to take out bad energy and then afterwards in clockwise motions to replenish him with good energy. i give thanks to god and the universe for this experience. i still have not called in my kundalini reiki attunement 3 yet, so i did this remote healing as only an attunement level 2.

my kundalini reiki 2 attunement experience day 2.13

ive been sick the last couple of days so my meditation hasnt been "top quality". last night i fell asleep in bed doing 2.13.

my kundalini reiki 2 attunement experience day 2.11 + 2.12

basically last night, 2.11 was the same as 2.7. i did it in bed and fell asleep.

tonight i did it sitting up on the sofa. i meditated exactly 9 minutes. i feel very clear in my mind, but i get thoughts all the time, reminders of things i have to do, etc. i'm not feeling the energy that the manual describes should be flowing into my body.

my kundalini reiki 2 attunement experience day 2.10

on the tenth day of reiki my meditation gave to me....jk
i meditated again in the morning and tried to keep my mind clear, but then i started playing with my hands and energy, trying to get both my hands to rotate counter clockwise at the same time and trying to feel the energy between them. i was also concentrating on quigong breathing, but holding my breath for a couple of seconds in between each inhale and exhale. i was also trying to channel energy throughout my whole body and radiate it out of me, it was tiring... i felt relaxed afterwards though...

my kundalini reiki 2 attunement experience day 2.9

i meditated early this morning, the ninth day of kundalini reiki meditation after attunement nr 2 (looking forward to day 14, attunement number 3, 13 days after attunement 2). i tried to imagine myself going out of my body and running away and doing whatever i wanted. a liberating thought. i just felt calm and clear minded.

my kundalini reiki meditation experience day 2.7 + 2.8

last night i did my meditation in bed and fell asleep shortly after i started. sorry nothing to report =)

today i did my eight day meditation and had a very clear mind i felt. i tried not to think, but i thought about a couple of things anyways. nothing notable to report, just calmness.

my kundalini reiki meditation experience day 2.6

this time it lasted 9 minutes as well. i kept seeing myself taking care of my wife after she became handicap and couldnt walk or talk. her head hung a little to the side and she kind of drooled. i hope to god it was just my imagination going wild. images like me feeding her, changing her diaper and holding her up to dance with her, sitting and watching tv together, it actually gave me a feeling of deeper love for her, it sounds weird, but i think i would be able to handle it quite well, with help obviously, but again, i hope it was just my imagination, i wouldnt want her to have to live like that, i would be more worried about her than myself in that situation...and probably one of my biggest fears would be me becoming handicap like that and having my wife have to take care of me like i was a big baby. i giver her permission to "accidentally" take my life if that ever happens to me =)

the 9 minutes of "meditation" went by super fast.

my kundalini reiki meditation experience day 2.5

this is my fifth day of cleansing meditations after attunement 2. this time i attempted to not think anything the entire time. i eventually had to breathe audibly and focus on the breathing sound to help me with that task. eventually around the 7 minute mark i started to feel an ease of flow of energy/air through my upper body that got stronger and stronger until about the last 20 seconds and then i stopped at exactly 9 minutes.

my kundalini reiki meditation experience day 2.4

i did this one in bed laying down before i went to sleep. it seemed to last a while, i thought about many different things; my goals and other thoughts. i cant remember anything extraordinary.

Q. i am also wondering if i should be thinking about anything at all or just trying to keep my mind blank?

my kundalini reiki meditation experience day 2.3

yesterday i got home really late and was tired, but i decided to meditate anyways. it seemed like it was pretty easy to get right into a clear state of mind and i started to think about my goals right away, or rather just repeating them over and over to myself in my mind. after 8 minutes i felt like i was jerked right out of the meditation. it was interesting. i dont know if it was because i was starting to sleep, but i felt like i was pretty awake the whole time, but anyways that was my experience this time..

my kundalini reiki meditation experience day 2.2

this is day 2 after my kundalini reiki attunement number 2. the manual says that attunement 3 should happen at least 10 days after number 2. the manual also says:

You should use this meditation every day to get the greatest effect from your vibrational rinsing and energy channel cleansing process.

this is the second time i am doing the kundalini reiki meditation. this time i felt pretty relaxed and as it progressed i felt like i was getting warmer and warmer and at the end i was pretty warm. this one lasted 17 minutes, but a couple of those minutes i was watching psychic kids to see what an energy channeling expert was saying, but still trying to meditate at the same time. i started getting warmer after i was done watching those couple of minutes of that show and while i was thinking about my current goals, wanting:
* the power to choose patience instead of anger
* the power to choose kind words instead of ridicule
* the power to turn off my sexual desires

when i started repeating these "out loud" in my mind i kept getting warmer and warmer.

my kundalini reiki meditation experience day 2.1

this is the meditation suggested to do after doing the second attunement. i felt pretty much nothing and struggled to get thoughts out of my head, but then i decided to try and call upon bael and ask to find help learning how to become invisible, but then i felt that that wasnt my first and utmost desire right now and i talked out (with help from him? i dont know, i just felt my thoughts were guided) what i have come to realize is my greatest desire right now (right behind becoming financially independent):
the power to choose patience instead of anger
the power to turn off sexual desire when it cannot properly be expressed

just knowing this gives me the correct direction for my life right now. thank you kundalini reiki (and god and/or bael if you helped. i mention god because i feel many times he directs my thoughts and gives me answers to questions through my thoughts).

my kundalini reiki 2 attunement experience day 2.0

i did the kundalini reiki attunement number 2 yesterday, exactly 2 days after number 1. to tell the truth, i didnt experience very much, although one time i felt my body shake once, but i dont know if it was because i was falling asleep or what, but i dont remember falling asleep, i just remember a big shaking in my body for a split second. i didnt feel the waves of energy like i did in the first attunement. another interesting thing that happened was, i saw the clock/time before i started, the manual said it would take between 20-30 minutes, and when i felt it was over i opened my eyes and the attunement had taken 29 minutes. btw i was laying on my back on the ground in this one whereas attunement number 1 i was sitting upright on the couch.

my kundalini reiki 1 situation healing experience

i just tried a kundalini reiki 1 situation healing to heal my impatience. i didnt feel much energy at the beginning, but a little bit a couple of minutes into it, but was really interesting were other ideas that popped up. i got an idea about a way to hide information, if you could somehow write/imprint information on an atom or super small molecule and you would need an electron microscope to magnify it and read the information. i'm sure the concept of writing really small text isnt new, but it was for me. i also felt i was moving on to some other level of consciousness (or after death?) and i stood next to a bronze/dark gold looking statue with a twirling/spiraling arm/pole raised towards heaven with a hight of infinity (or what seemed to be never ending) up into a white cloud of light. it was like an elevator that took me up up up and i could never see the end of it, it just disappeard into light high above my head. all of the sudden i saw what looked like floors we were passing and it stopped at a floor with a pink cushion. i was supposed to get off and sit on that cushion, facing the elevator "shaft" and when i did that the two close walls next to me and everything else just faded into light and i was in my own world. the operation, according to the manual, is supposed to last from around 3-5 minutes. i think i used about 10-15 minutes. i just let the meditation continue. meditating is fun, its kind of like dreaming, which i love to do.

my kundalini reiki 1 attunement experience

i read the kundalini reiki manual and decided to try the kundalini reiki 1 attunement operation.

i felt calm during about the first 8 minutes, but really didnt feel any energy coming into my body as described in the manual. most of the time i found myself trying to fight off thoughts and singing inside my head so i decided to start breathing how i learned from a qigong video; stomach expands on inhale and contracts on inhale. i was exhaling out through my mouth to create a rhythmic audible noise to focus on. i pretty much got the music out and then i started having thoughts of sex and was trying to fight them off and push them out. once i let myself just think the thoughts instead of fighting them i felt great waves of energy flow into my body into the top of my head and down to my waist. it was like each time i inhaled i felt like i was opening the top of my head and when i exhaled my body would be filled with energy (or it was sucked/pushed in). it was pretty interesting. the operation lasted about 25 minutes.