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Tuesday, 9 February 2010
kundalini reiki remote healing patient 3
update: patient 3 got well the following day =)
Sunday, 7 February 2010
kundalini reiki remote healing "project" 2
update: i did a third remote healing session last night 20100207. when im doing it im imagining myself standing next to the person and moving my hands in a counterclockwise motion to release bad energy, then reversing the motions and going clockwise to send good energy back into the persons body.
update: i did a fourth remote healing session today 20100208
update: i did a fifth remote healing session last night 20100208 while listening to a 0.5 Hz sine wave from my chakra and brainwave frequency audio collection and my mind seemed really clear and i felt really focused.
update: i did a sixth and seventh remote healing session today, 20100209, for jrb. the last one i was jerked out of suddenly because fabh started choking on a hotdog =) this last time i felt like i should rethink my "words" (inside my head) better and ask that whatever is causing the disease and its symptoms be removed from jrb's body and mind and emotions, instead of just "that the disease be removed".
update: i did an eighth remote healing session today, 20100211 for jrb. i expounded upon the words i found last time, in my mind, being even more detailed in what i wanted to remove and replace.
update: i did a ninth and tenth remote healing session yesterday and today, 20100213 and 20100214. this last time i tried wording it as if the disease had been taken away already.
Friday, 5 February 2010
my kundalini reiki 3 attunement experience
earlier today, before my normal kundalini reiki meditation, i did a remote healing for someone close to me.
Thursday, 4 February 2010
my kundalini reiki remote healing experience
i focused on him waking up and being normal and that is exactly what happened. i envisioned where he was in the hospital, exactly where in the room, against which wall and facing a certain way and when i finally visited him in the hospital it was exactly how i had seen it in my mind =) i also envisioned myself standing next to his body in the hospital and moving my hands above his body in counter clockwise motions to take out bad energy and then afterwards in clockwise motions to replenish him with good energy. i give thanks to god and the universe for this experience. i still have not called in my kundalini reiki attunement 3 yet, so i did this remote healing as only an attunement level 2.
Tuesday, 2 February 2010
my kundalini reiki 2 attunement experience day 2.13
Monday, 1 February 2010
my kundalini reiki 2 attunement experience day 2.11 + 2.12
tonight i did it sitting up on the sofa. i meditated exactly 9 minutes. i feel very clear in my mind, but i get thoughts all the time, reminders of things i have to do, etc. i'm not feeling the energy that the manual describes should be flowing into my body.
Friday, 29 January 2010
my kundalini reiki 2 attunement experience day 2.10
i meditated again in the morning and tried to keep my mind clear, but then i started playing with my hands and energy, trying to get both my hands to rotate counter clockwise at the same time and trying to feel the energy between them. i was also concentrating on quigong breathing, but holding my breath for a couple of seconds in between each inhale and exhale. i was also trying to channel energy throughout my whole body and radiate it out of me, it was tiring... i felt relaxed afterwards though...
Thursday, 28 January 2010
my kundalini reiki 2 attunement experience day 2.9
Wednesday, 27 January 2010
my kundalini reiki meditation experience day 2.7 + 2.8
today i did my eight day meditation and had a very clear mind i felt. i tried not to think, but i thought about a couple of things anyways. nothing notable to report, just calmness.
Monday, 25 January 2010
my kundalini reiki meditation experience day 2.6
the 9 minutes of "meditation" went by super fast.
my kundalini reiki meditation experience day 2.5
Sunday, 24 January 2010
my kundalini reiki meditation experience day 2.4
Q. i am also wondering if i should be thinking about anything at all or just trying to keep my mind blank?
Saturday, 23 January 2010
my kundalini reiki meditation experience day 2.3
Thursday, 21 January 2010
my kundalini reiki meditation experience day 2.2
You should use this meditation every day to get the greatest effect from your vibrational rinsing and energy channel cleansing process.this is the second time i am doing the kundalini reiki meditation. this time i felt pretty relaxed and as it progressed i felt like i was getting warmer and warmer and at the end i was pretty warm. this one lasted 17 minutes, but a couple of those minutes i was watching psychic kids to see what an energy channeling expert was saying, but still trying to meditate at the same time. i started getting warmer after i was done watching those couple of minutes of that show and while i was thinking about my current goals, wanting:
* the power to choose patience instead of anger
* the power to choose kind words instead of ridicule
* the power to turn off my sexual desires
when i started repeating these "out loud" in my mind i kept getting warmer and warmer.
Wednesday, 20 January 2010
my kundalini reiki meditation experience day 2.1
the power to choose patience instead of anger
the power to turn off sexual desire when it cannot properly be expressed
just knowing this gives me the correct direction for my life right now. thank you kundalini reiki (and god and/or bael if you helped. i mention god because i feel many times he directs my thoughts and gives me answers to questions through my thoughts).
my kundalini reiki 2 attunement experience day 2.0
Sunday, 17 January 2010
my kundalini reiki 1 situation healing experience
my kundalini reiki 1 attunement experience
i felt calm during about the first 8 minutes, but really didnt feel any energy coming into my body as described in the manual. most of the time i found myself trying to fight off thoughts and singing inside my head so i decided to start breathing how i learned from a qigong video; stomach expands on inhale and contracts on inhale. i was exhaling out through my mouth to create a rhythmic audible noise to focus on. i pretty much got the music out and then i started having thoughts of sex and was trying to fight them off and push them out. once i let myself just think the thoughts instead of fighting them i felt great waves of energy flow into my body into the top of my head and down to my waist. it was like each time i inhaled i felt like i was opening the top of my head and when i exhaled my body would be filled with energy (or it was sucked/pushed in). it was pretty interesting. the operation lasted about 25 minutes.
